Fallen angel's drama

She only lived for herself, without caring about other peoples feelings. 

She enjoyed everything, everywhere: Rock, poetry and love.

Nights filled by passion were her greatest art and she really knew how to enjoy them.

She loved partying in so crazy ways, that nobody couldn't follow the rythm any longer.

She lived the youth she thought would last forever.

Then one day she changed.  Grew up as a young lady.

Today she's a mature woman living in her own ideological world, colorful tulips blooming in her soul.

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Hard work

Everybody wants to get fit. It doesn't come as itself to you but it's behind hard work. I'm one of those who loves to get results.I love to feel I can. It's not always fun, but afterwards you'll feel so good. I love to beat the crap out of my body. Even if it hurts I just think those wise words Lance Armstrong said once: Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever. And he's nothing but right. It's just so easy to stop as soon as it gets harder, but next time you feel like quitting, believe in yourself. If you believe you can, you can.

Halloween

Halloween: That huge masquerate where children goes trick or treating and people are scaring the crap out of each other. For me the word "halloween" is the title of the movie. If I hear that word, I can see Michael Myers.
I don't know if I'm completely fucked up, but I kind of think he's sexy. I've had so many nightmares of that monster chasing me, but when he finally gets me against the wall, he kisses me. After that I had that dream three times I've seen him in a different point of view. I might be naive, but I believe, that behind every human being there's something good left. Things don't change. We change.

Truly friends

Sometimes you've got to run away to find out if they follow. But if they're truly friends, they'll always walk that extra mile. And it'll go both ways: You'll get what you give. Don't always speak, listen.
This is owned to my best friend. Thank you for being there for me when life sucks.

Trust

You were just one more bad decision I made in my life. You told me to trust you and I did.
Over and over again. Until I just couldn't take it anymore.

I don't know if you ever regret. Don't know if you'll ever change. I just hope that you can look at yourself into your eyes after what you've done.

I'm not the only one.

Hard feelings

Feelings can be so a hard to handle because you can't choose what you want to feel. 


Sometimes I wish I could just throw my into things without feelings involved, but that's not how it goes. 


Your heart has been broken many times and you know that time will heal, but everytime it feels like the thing you'll never get over with.


The truth is that in some point you will.


Don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but try to see it a positive way: At least you know you're alive when it hurts so much.

Believe or not?

Religion. The thing we're always fighting om. Why to fight? If someone gets strength by believing in God or Allah or believes in Nirvana after death, it's their private thing. I think it's good to have something to lay on. I don't judge. I'm christian but only in paper. I never go to church or pray. I do believe the day I see someone walking on the water or healing cancer by touching people. I just can't believe that when so many innocent children dies in tsunami or earthquake, that there is a God. I don't mind people believing as long as they don't force me to believe. But I wish other people could think that way as well. I mean that we should let people believe in whatever they want and believe self whatever we want without making it such a huge issue.