Feelings can be so a hard to handle because you can't choose what you want to feel. Sometimes I wish I could just throw my into things without feelings involved, but that's not how it goes.
Your heart has been broken many times and you know that time will heal, but everytime it feels like the thing you'll never get over with.
The truth is that in some point you will.
Don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but try to see it a positive way: At least you know you're alive when it hurts so much.
