Lonely, lovely christmas

I've never been best friends with christmas. It doesn't mean anything to me, just another day among the others. My family knows it, and they respect my wish to stay home by myself.
People who doesn't know me thinks it's a pity to stay alone and I always get invited to celebrate christmas them, but I always turn them down 'cause I've chosen it myself.

I love being at home, watching tv, painting and doing things I usually do. I like to go to empty gym or take a walk on empty streets. It's so peaceful.

It's not sad for me, it's not a pity for me. It's just my way to get over it...