Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Stranger than fiction


I've always wondered how people can live in those small societys where they all know each other. That's because I was born and grown up in a big city myself where you have a chance to be nobody to anybody. There's more space for being different without anyone looking at you as a freak. It's not easy to hide in a small society but when you're living in the city, you hardly know people living in the same floor. 
Sometimes when I'm visiting somebody living outside the city I can just feel eyes staring on my back. It can really make you feel unwelcome. I have encourage to stand up and be myself, so I' don't care of those who doesn't respect that. Rather be the first-rate version of myself than second-rate version of someone else. It's sad that evrybody's born as originals but so many end up as copies. 
You need to have encourage to pursuit your own individuality. It can be difficult when no-one else doesn't agree with you and thinks you're weird and leaves you outside. But usually those who still believes in themselves are the ones who have possibilities to go all the way. As we all know, cruelty raises from weakness and all those who doesn't understand you will be after you. They know how to strangle a man by using words as weapons and that physical torture can bring you down if you're not strong enough.
Well even though you live in the big city or in a small town, it's all up to you how you're gonna end up with your life.There's always a chance to get and be what you want. As long as you keep believing in yourself.