Monday, August 15, 2011

Life without destination

You have to be me to understand. All I can breath is your life and I'm sick of it. I love but I hate you. I trust but I don't believe in you. I care but I don't give a damn. People are afraid of change. I'm afraid that things will never change. I have my dreams, I just don't know if  you are part of them yet.


No emty promises. They just hurt too much. You never know about life. We don't care about the past. We don't know about tomorrow. Love me now, today.


Somewhere, far away, lives my heart still flying free in the wind, trusting, believing, loving. Somewhere out there it still trusts people, believes the future and continues loving the world, even though I always don't.


Who am I? what am I? Stranger in my body. Who am I? What am I? When I'll learn to know myself? I can't fight the tears that ain't coming. I'm confused. Only this closed room. These painful feelings. Only loneliness and sadness. Life without a destination.