Saturday, November 15, 2014

Happily ever after

Bride walking down the aisle. All white. 
True love. Two to be one with each other in the silent unspoken memories.
Something in her understands the voice of his eyes is deeper than all roses.
He was touched by an angel. Now he just stands there, waiting her to become his forever.
Words are not enough today. The beginning of the rest of their lives.
...And they lived happily ever after...

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

One day I'll be gone

Another argument. Slamming doors. Tears.
You keep coming and going.
Lousy porn on your screen. It makes me sick.
I'm wondering what I'm doing with someone like you. I deserve something better. One day when you're crawling back home drunk I won't be there. I will be gone. Never looking back.

Monday, September 15, 2014

Alone but not lonely

I'm not lonely. Sometimes I just choose not to be social. Sometimes I just need some time on my own. Time to think and clear my mind.

I'm not alone. Just sitting alone among the others. Nobody cares and I love it. Watching people around, laughing on strangers. Running away from reality, which bites hard sometimes.

I'm alone, but not lonely.

Friday, August 15, 2014

I wish I knew

I wish I knew who I am and what I want. Young girl, in this woman body. I keep running until all the bridges are burned down. One day I need to stop running.
One day I have to find the answer. The answer, hidden somewhere in my heart. I have a key, but I just don't know how to use it. 
I hope I'll learn one day before it's too late and when I realize, that I can't run any longer.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

In the middle of nowhere

In the middle of nowhere. Breathing something called air. I hear no traffic. The only thing I can hear is silence. 
I feel uncomfortable. I get restless and anxious. I don't like the feeling of staying still. The nature is not my thing.
I really need to get back in the city. Back to the society. I'll get the peace of mind when I hear people and the traffic in the backround. I belong there.
I can finally breath again.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Soaked in luxury

I close my eyes. I take a deep breath and step into my closet. My heaven, my passion.
Just watching around: Jewelries, purses, handbags, shoes and dresses...
So many beautyful things in one room and the best thing is that they're all mine.
Soaked in luxury...
I simply love my pink life. 

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Greatest show ever

Dream as you'll live forever. Live as you'll die today.
You only have one life, don't let it get waisted. I can't live my life by saving money for the days I'll get retired.
What if I'm dead by then? Then I'll die without having never lived my life and that would be a shame.
No regrets.

Open your arms and take life as a gift. Life is the greatest show on earth and you only have one ticket.

Use it before it's too late.