Monday, September 15, 2014

Alone but not lonely

I'm not lonely. Sometimes I just choose not to be social. Sometimes I just need some time on my own. Time to think and clear my mind.

I'm not alone. Just sitting alone among the others. Nobody cares and I love it. Watching people around, laughing on strangers. Running away from reality, which bites hard sometimes.

I'm alone, but not lonely.

Friday, August 15, 2014

I wish I knew

I wish I knew who I am and what I want. Young girl, in this woman body. I keep running until all the bridges are burned down. One day I need to stop running.
One day I have to find the answer. The answer, hidden somewhere in my heart. I have a key, but I just don't know how to use it. 
I hope I'll learn one day before it's too late and when I realize, that I can't run any longer.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

In the middle of nowhere

In the middle of nowhere. Breathing something called air. I hear no traffic. The only thing I can hear is silence. 
I feel uncomfortable. I get restless and anxious. I don't like the feeling of staying still. The nature is not my thing.
I really need to get back in the city. Back to the society. I'll get the peace of mind when I hear people and the traffic in the backround. I belong there.
I can finally breath again.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Soaked in luxury

I close my eyes. I take a deep breath and step into my closet. My heaven, my passion.
Just watching around: Jewelries, purses, handbags, shoes and dresses...
So many beautyful things in one room and the best thing is that they're all mine.
Soaked in luxury...
I simply love my pink life. 

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Greatest show ever

Dream as you'll live forever. Live as you'll die today.
You only have one life, don't let it get waisted. I can't live my life by saving money for the days I'll get retired.
What if I'm dead by then? Then I'll die without having never lived my life and that would be a shame.
No regrets.

Open your arms and take life as a gift. Life is the greatest show on earth and you only have one ticket.

Use it before it's too late.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

First spring day

Melting snow, blooming flowers, coffee shops carring tables outside, happy people around me. The whole tired city waking up like Snow White of her sleep. There's only one word to describe it: Spring.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Left behind

It's always easier to leave than to be left behind and that's a fact we can't change. 
We always hear people say that time heals the scars and it's true, even though you can't imagine it could be possible.
Love hurts, but there will always be sunshine after the storm. The sun breaks throw the clouds and life smiles back to you again.